Yah. Its sorta weird... me updating and all. But I feel like I need to. (?) I dono. Gotta spill your thought somewhere. Rightt?
Yah. So my weekend was actucally n o t t h a t b a d. Friday was amazing. <3 After school.. I went to The Village with Molly + Amber. THEN to the skate shop. Saw some FUCKING JERK!! (and slut) Then we went to the mall. Screamed RYAN and STALKER the entire time. Heh. Then Dan met us up there. Hmm.. Then we went to the MOVIES! Napolean Dynamite. <3<3 SO FUNNY!! Haha. "Tina, eat your haaam!" Thats my new favorite quote. Yah. That was good times. Ricky, AD, Erika, and Jessi were there too. Then we left the movies.. went to Barnes and Noble. THEN back to A-town! Went to TACO BELL. Saw Kristie, Dennis, Billy.. and THEM. Then to my house to get my shiznit. Then we drove by some Kyle kids house. Then.. to Amber's. I slept there. But I had a good time! I really plan on hanging out with Molly more often.. cause.. well, she ROCKS! YAHH!!
Yesterday. I stayed home. Yah. All day. Cause I never came home on Friday, except for like 5 mins. TODAY... I worked. Which wasn't that exciting. But whatever. I didn't have a choice.
Hm.. remember how EVERYONE had a blog.. and it was the cool thing to do? Yah. Thats how everyone is with myspace. It sorta gets on my nerves...
RANDOM: What am I doing wrong??? I know that I'm stupid and not that great of a catch and that I have ADD up the butt so I may seem like I dont care. But really, why do people act like they want me and then give up? Its like I'm worth it for a little while and then I'm just written off the list. I know a lot of it is me. But is it all me? Wow maybe it is.....
Thats from some girls entry. But it sorta fits the situation that I always find myself stuck in. I'll be with a guy for about a week and everything seems to be going so great. And then.. it all just stops. Out of nowhere. And it sucks. At first.. I didn't really care but after the last time, I did. AND IT SUCKS. Cause I don't want to care. I hate being attached. I hate feeling cause I always get hurt. So, I am on a mission. Someone to love? Any takers? Didn't think so. Fuck you.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow
Oh well.
Life goes on...
<3ap.
Posted at 09:48 pm by aspanl
You broke my heart again.
